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Finally, I survived...from IELTS!!!

I was very anxious since Thursday. I thought it was because my worst situation. I got the fewest points from my recent model tests; my speaking was broken; my writing was terrible that I never finished two tasks in 1 hour. Everything was just out of control!! That made me worried and frustrated.

I played my parent's favorite computer game for 3 hours to make myself calm down. Also, thanks for Jean and Big E..They gave me the most encouraged words and shared some fascinating pictures and podcast with me. These stuff were brilliant, quite helpful for easing my anxiety.

However, it was surprising that i felt excited about the upcoming test without reasons on Friday. Meanwhile, the picture of my best play in the school kept appearing in my mind. I felt confident of gaining the score i expect to. I seized the last moment to fix my writing and finished my last writing practice around 11pm. I really believed I can do that.

Today, I was cool down a little bit and went to the test center with good mood. However, accidents could always happen around. I forgot to bring my map of the test venue. I tried to call my partner but her cellphone was turned off. Luckily, I found the address on my handbook. The test did not go through very smoothly as well. And I spoke too fast in the speaking test. I thought it might because I was in a very nervous condition. I was good in the part I, but I did not talk over 2 minutes in the part II, and I missed the last question. Furthermore, the organization in part III were terrible. Despite this, I still felt very excited after the test. I thought I was crazy at that moment!! Thanks Blany and my partner Anne who shared my feeling after the test.

Having to say that I am happy of finishing the test although I worried about the results at the same time. But since worry does not help anything, I decide to take some day off the test, just relax. As the other test is still waiting for me, I have to refill my energy to beat it!!!